Fate-6

With this sharp keen blade I have in my hand, Will decide the fate between me and life, With it held firmly across my wrist, Slowly slipping across my veins, As the sharp and dull pain shoots through my body, When the blade stains with blood, The warm, soft, dark liquid runs down my hand, As I see it, My love looks into my eyes only crying, As the day becomes night in my eyes, As her eyes fill up with tears, I smile but frown, For now I see nothing but darkness, Feeling cold, Helpless, The last thing I hear as my mind slips, Jack, I love you... Why, Just answer me... why...

The smiles everyday that I see, Only brings happiness during my day, When I come home, The day becomes dark and dull, Every taste, Every Smell, Everything else, Just becomes dull, The faint footsteps I hear everyday, The beatings that I take and shake off everyday, With only one thing keeps me going, Keeps my heart beating, Only one thing, What is it? A  love? A Drowned soul? You tell me, What keeps you alive everyday?

For every moment I am here, I waste another tear, For her I barely ever get to see, For she is taken from me, I want to be with her every moment in my life, Though she tends to be spited by a knife, For why does she do this so? Because she wants to pleasure herself in sorrow, My skin is just as fragile, But a promise I keep, For her, To keep myself safe and perfect, For her, My heart beats for moments at a time, Reminding me, That I am her and she is mine, For everyday I am stricken with grief, I only wait at the phone for her to call, She calls every so often, When she is able, For now that I seek only to keep my promise

The moon for which only one person, Someone, Can pull the moon down with her beauty, Beauty for which only she can harness, There are many who may have this, But, She is the only one who could bring the moon, Down, Her warmth, Her smile, Her scent, All tickle and arouse, But she is blank for me, The talks i have, I never can finish, The talks that i want, I cannot finish, The reason, For i know nothing, Only a whisper of hope.. For her to love and Feel the same way, For i have to wait, For her voice to sway me, Loathe me, For i love her, Yet she doesn't know it yet.... Yet.....

When i gaze upon your beautiful eyes, Making my body warm with envy, Seeing those beautiful instranset eyes, Making me fall into a deep trance, Making your beautiful smile that much better, Your Laugh, Your Voice, Your beautiful body, I moarn for everyday i cannot say hi, or goodbye, I regret every moment i let you pass without me saying a word, My heart drops when you speak a word to me, When you eyes gaze at me, My mind becomes blank, Your Beauty numbs my mind, Making me speechless, Only if i could just touch, feel, taunt you, Would suffice me, But no, I'm just a small idea, In your mind, Showing i care seems to mean not